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The perfect day to be at the seaside, embracing the sudden change. My favorite day of the year, and I'm stuck here, wanting to stay in bed for the whole day, because of my sleeping disorder that's affecting everything in my life now. I don't want to talk about it.

@настроение: sad

@темы: delusion of possession, MHP, EW 101, DM


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Why do I have this nagging feeling that it is going to turn against me?))) Okay, okay, that's the question I know the answer to, yet I had to write it down. I should have stayed out if this, I know.

@настроение: guilt with a touch self-righteousness: the deadly mix

@темы: DM, EW 101, HDA, Мысли вслух


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Who could've thought.))) The game was swell. I really mean it! So, visual, so mind-boosting, and last but not least - selfish, yet very uniting. :)

@настроение: great

@темы: DM, EW 101, MHP


Rain & Stuffiness in Tbilisi

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"There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die." ©

Some movies are not meant to be described, because that would be a total blasphemy. Love it. Love the rain outside. Happy.

@темы: HDA, MHP, Motion Picture, quotes


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It's going to be a very long day. I need wake up [preferably] early, go out and buy stuff that normally should be present at home, so it doesn't resemble a bachelor's lair anymore. Then I'm need to go to Goodwill and buy Djarum :lip:. Preferably lotsa lotsa of 'em; look for D&D inventory, dice in particular, and stay as far away from peanut butter section as possible. After that I'm gonna have to wait for my household to arrive from their vocation, and I think, no, I'm pretty sure I'll be missing those happy days of freedom, peace and quiet. And then I'm off to my movie marathon, concluding the day with "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas".

@настроение: tired

@темы: and so it is, Motion Picture, MHP, DM


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"Need to know" policy was invented for a reason. Much like DADT.

@темы: just a thought


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I hope someday, doesn't matter when, I'll start having insipid and insignificant dreams without morbid soundtracks that don't push my brain through a meat grinder. I literally woke up screaming in pain. It took me helluva will power to go back to sleep again. And now that I'm awake, it's still playing in my head and it still hurts... bad. I don't know why of all songs my subconsciousness would choose this particular one. Now that's a real puzzle to me, because I've heard it for like two or three times in my entire life.

@настроение: annoyed

@темы: HDA, MHP


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A shower of razoos has a tendency to cause a ripple effect. Then again, I bet a razoo, we'll never know why.

@музыка: Deftones - Engine No. 9

@настроение: same

@темы: just a thought


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- Everybody's afraid that any admission of guilt would be seen as a sign of weakness.
- You know, that's where everybody's wrong. I see it as a sign of maturity.
- I mean, life... Life is about making mistakes.
- And death is about wishing you made a whole lot more.


@настроение: amused to death © =)))

@темы: WW, quotes


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Looks like the weather is finally starting to fall into step with me.

@музыка: Journey - Koboutek

@настроение: inconclusive

@темы: delusion of possession, HDA


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It's like switching places between a fork and a knife: doesn't carry any empirical difference, but still feels wrong.

@музыка: Van Morrison - Cul De Sac

@настроение: intricate

@темы: just a thought


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So here's my "in a nutshell" update on yesterday's events.

First thing first - 50s my ass, and I speak for every single person who attended the so-called 50s party at Vanya's Bar. The idea to dress up like a guy was very much symbolic, considering my previous entry.) What I did was, I raided my little brother's closet to find out that I smoked and drank my way into fitting into his clothes, which, let's face it, is neither normal nor healthy. I've always wanted to wear men jeans, and I gotta say, it has its charm. I did put on that Sponge Bob t-shirt later though, so I looked like a kid with identity crisis.)))

Moving on, the party started out as a boring early Friday night, but eventually turned into trash party. Like I said, not gonna say much, because I'm tired. All in all it was swell. I bailed on everyone around 1 am. Lev called and asked me to join him and his company. So I hung out there for a little while and then we went home. Haven't had this much childish fun in years))): diving into pile of leaves near Oleg's place, making Leaf Angels, or jumping into puddles). I dunno how I'm going to wash my brother's clothes after all this long way home.

Right, one more thing. Daniel invited me join him and his Yankee friends later today, but I think I'm probably gonna bail on him once again, which is so not like me, since I'm a huge opportunist when it comes to hanging out with foreign folk. I guess I've come to a point where I can finally realize that it's something I no longer need to strive for.)


А теперь внимание. Вначале сентября все едем на озеро с палатками прочей кутерьмой, так что готовьтесь друзья мои.

И ещё, всё также безумно хочу чтобы пошел дождь, но звездное небо всем своим видом показывает, что дождя мне не видать.

@темы: and so it is, MHP, HDA, EW 101, DM


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What the fuck!?

@темы: Мысли вслух


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I will never stop saying that "Watchmen" is the greatest non-comic comic book movie ever. It has this exquisite savour coming from every single line of the narrations. And most importantly it has an idealistic subtext. Sometimes, the end does justify the means. I certainly have my doubts about this one every now and then, but in the end I always tend to agree with the assertion.

"I heard a joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life is harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world. Doctor says, "Treatment is simple. The great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go see him. That should pick you up." Man bursts into tears. Says, "But doctor... I am Pagliacci." Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains."

"In my opinion, the existence of life is a highly overrated phenomenon."

"Miracles by they're definition are meaningless, only what can happen does happen."

These last two quotes - so cold, so indifferent, so cynical, and yet so lifelike. Something I would say, but I won't anymore. I wrote a couple of lines some time ago, explaining why, but I'll post those later.

"Saving Private Ryan" is certainly great, but doesn't carry philosophical significance to me, that's why I'm not gonna say anything about it.

Lev drove us home. Lev the savior! And I'm hungry like hell, because I slept throughout the day, and the only thing I ate today was pop-corn, so I guess I'll have to cook something and the mere thought makes me soooo blue, because I can't even be bothered to go take a shower. Something is definitely wrong with me.

@настроение: lazy

@темы: quotes, delusion of possession, WW, Motion Picture, MHP, DM


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Everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt, not necessarily as a package deal, though.

p.s. this song has the most perfect smooth passage, then again nothing is ever perfect, but among all those wrongful and flawed things - it is.

@музыка: Pink Floyd - The Gunners Dream

@настроение: caught up in tapestry

@темы: just a thought


lock Доступ к записи ограничен

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Закрытая запись, не предназначенная для публичного просмотра


Just what the doctor ordered

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@настроение: better

@темы: MHP


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I miss rain... I did hate it back in Batumi, but now I want it back at least for a little while. Mother Nature, please hear me out, I desperately need some rain out here.

@настроение: =\

@темы: HDA


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...:should have kept mine better).

@настроение: fickle))

@темы: Мысли вслух, EW 101


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@темы: EW 101, just a thought

cognitive dissonance