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04:30 

Infamous Impostor
Ну вот и всё =) Осталось ждать и верить.


@темы: and so it is, MHP, HDA, DM

10:12 

Infamous Impostor
Queen

@настроение: ;)

@темы: HDA, MHP

13:08 

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02:57 

Infamous Impostor
Nobel Prize 1933. As I kept reading the lecture slide, my mind took me to Cornell. My heart started racing as if I had seen the love of my life. Must be Cornell, I thought. Next thing I hear is Dr. Mauk saying the research was conducted at Cornell.
It felt so surreal: one of the reasons why I want to study psychology . . . and at Cornell.

@настроение: fascinated

@темы: DM, HDA, MHP, delusion of possession

05:56 

The Imporance of Being. . . Gestalt

Infamous Impostor
Procrastinating.
Putting off.
Stalling.

It is inconceivable how much my life depends on the limited right combinations of words; words that once used to flow from my fingers, revealing the depth of my soul - a translucent reflection of my mind. It feels like somewhere along the line I have lost my touch. My ability to feel myself is disappearing, and numbness is taking over my existence.
It is ironic: I used to talk about numbness, and yet, when I look back I realize I knew nothing about it. I was alive, I was. . . myself. Somehow, the reality I am living in is trying to push me into a different direction, where thought and reason prevail over feelings. My soul is being ripped apart, its reflection worn out, bitter. . . stronger. (?)
I know the answers about life, but I forgot how to ask questions. I hope that one of these days is a turning point that will bring myself together: blasé, absorbed, whole.

@настроение: *sigh*

@темы: delusion of possession, coming someday, and so it is, MHP, HDA, C'est la vie

05:09 

Big Red

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A moment of piercing silence beetled over the room. He looked at me, smiling that candid and catching of his, and said the words I've been craving to hear for the past forever. You're getting in, he said.
The mere thought of that being possible turns the wreckage of my world upside down; it's what keeps me up at night, what wakes me up after only a few hours of sleep. It's the thought that gives me the support I need, makes me move forward, and strives to keep me from looking back.
You're getting in, Galina...
I'm getting in.

@темы: C'est la vie, DM, HDA, MHP, coming someday

08:40 

12:40 AM

Infamous Impostor
... а сигареты есть всегда.

@настроение: смешанное)

@темы: delusion of possession, and so it is, MHP, HDA, C'est la vie

06:52 

Infamous Impostor
I hope that day will come very soon: the day when I strain my voice once again in celebration of yet another impossible dream coming true...

@музыка: Rollo Dilworth - No Rocks A-Cryin'

@настроение: sentimental kind of happy)

@темы: HDA, MHP

10:59 

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05:01 

Infamous Impostor
- You look so happy.

And I did... I was really happy today. I feel like I'm finally getting there.

@темы: DM, HDA, MHP

09:30 

Infamous Impostor
Collectivism vs. individualism; east coast - west coast; warm-cold or cold-warmth; so on and so forth.
April, I'm really counting on you. I hope you mark the beginning of a whole new chapter in my life: the chapter full of discoveries, indepence, and new dreams that will come true soon.

@настроение: excited

@темы: HDA, MHP

09:55 

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06:40 

Infamous Impostor
Whenever she got obsessed and made herself imprint on something, she would completely lose her ability to think straight. The ultimate desire to have, to achieve, drove her mad. Fortunately, life had been very generous and never let her pursue those outrageous endeavors; otherwise, she would've ended up smashing into the wall that was a little too thick for her to take on.

I'm wholeheartedly grateful for having my head still intact and believe
there is a time
for everything. Let us see how it plays out this time.

@музыка: Frost* - Million Town

@темы: MHP, delusion of possession, HDA

16:44 

Infamous Impostor
Cleaning her diary from vacuous entries and unkept promises was part of her New Year's resolution. As she roamed about the impalpable pages covered in ash from the fallout, she stumbled upon words that made her grasp the ultimate 42 to her life: lumen is just a unit, not a flux.

@музыка: Norah Jones - Carnival Town

@темы: MHP, just a thought

11:59 

Infamous Impostor

Life has a way of acknowledging its presence when we stop experiencing it. I saw two stories tonight. One took me to snow-covered Paris to search for the ultimate purport of life. The other one unveiled a glimpse of what happens when two purports meet: a couple of old dreamers with young souls sitting in the middle of a lonely showing room and waiting to see a beautiful fairytale together.

 

"I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured, if the entire world was one big machine, I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason." ©




@настроение: ))

@темы: quotes, MHP

21:35 

Infamous Impostor
Birthday of a lifetime. 24 people; people I was really glad to see; people who've played a significant role in my life for the past breaking point year. I'm not going to write about it, because every single part of it (the ones that I actually remember, being totally drunk and all) will stay in my memory forever. Fortunately, Alzheimer's doesn't run in my family. :)

@музыка: The Foundations - Build Me Up Buttercup

@настроение: happy

@темы: EW 101, HDA, MHP, and so it is

12:13 

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12:20 

Infamous Impostor
I had the most disgusting dream last night. Oh well, maybe, once I wrap my head around it, I'll give it a go. Meanwhile this entry stays incomplete.

@темы: delusion of possession, EW 101, coming someday, MHP, HDA

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