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09:49 

Mindbreak

Infamous Impostor
Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be
broken.

Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by
you no matter what . . . .
. . . . [But] there's [also] the chance that the one person
you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes
better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing
beside you all along.
©

That was one tacky but meaningful bottom line from one stupid movie. My mom asked me to watch with her, and, despite my inner objections, I cooperated. I had not anticipated that it would make me utterly sad, but it did.
How can you go on after realizing that what you had believed in turned out to be one of the greatest disappointments in your life? How can you get over the fact that those bonds you believed to be unbreakable and indecomposable turned to ash and nobody else but you cares about it? Should you care when they do not? Should you do something because they
(most likely?) will not? Were those bonds as strong as you perceived them to be to begin with? Can you ever make bonds this special and expect them to last forever?
I do not know the answers. All I know is, starting out as an exigent person when it comes to relationships of any kind is hard enough. But, being lucky
(?) enough in finding those people and then having lost all that is simply unbearable. Experiencing that during the major change in your life does not help, either. It becomes even more unbearable when realize you are the only one to feel that way.
Wish I could be more like them and say fuck it, turn off the "care" switch, but I would be fooling myself. I care. I care way too much. I have made absolutely no emotional headway in the past couple of months. I hope, eventually, time will make it all seem meaningless.

@настроение: devastated

@темы: C'est la vie, quotes

11:03 

The Story of My Life pt. 2

Infamous Impostor
"Жестокость — это черта характера добрых людей, она возникает, когда об твою доброту начинают вытирать ноги."


@настроение: bitter

@темы: C'est la vie, DM, quotes

15:01 

Infamous Impostor
Dave told me this awesome thing about LA. He says the whole town is like this blank canvas, and whatever you bring to it... that's what it is. It's just this random collection of neighborhoods where it's always sunny and it basically reflects wherever you're at back at you. So if you're happy, LA is great. If you're not, LA sucks. But it has nothing to do with Los Angeles because... get this... there's no such thing.
©



@темы: C'est la vie, quotes

15:43 

The Story of My Life

Infamous Impostor
- Everybody wants to be happy.
- Depressives don't. They want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed. If they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore. They'd have to go out into the world and live. Which can be depressing.



©

@настроение: elated

@темы: quotes, delusion of possession

09:22 

Infamous Impostor
- Would you rather always walk backwards or being stabbed when take a new step?
- I guess I would uh... walk backwards, I'm not good with pain. You?
- I like to see where I'm going.
©

@музыка: Mojave 3 - Bluebird of Happiness

@настроение: )))

@темы: quotes

11:59 

Infamous Impostor

Life has a way of acknowledging its presence when we stop experiencing it. I saw two stories tonight. One took me to snow-covered Paris to search for the ultimate purport of life. The other one unveiled a glimpse of what happens when two purports meet: a couple of old dreamers with young souls sitting in the middle of a lonely showing room and waiting to see a beautiful fairytale together.

 

"I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured, if the entire world was one big machine, I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason." ©




@настроение: ))

@темы: quotes, MHP

10:50 

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03:20 

Infamous Impostor

"Lumen said I gave her her life back, a reversal of my usual role. Well, the fact is, she gave me mine back too. And I'm left not with what she took from me, but with what she brought. Eyes that saw me, finally, for who I really am. And this certainty. That nothing, nothing is set in stone. Not even darkness. While she was here, she made me think, for the briefest moment, that I might even have a chance to be human. But wishes, of course, are for children." ©

 

... and it made me realize that I should never draw hasty conclusions. It didn't work out, then again nothing ever is "set in stone".


@темы: EW 101, WW, delusion of possession, quotes

23:10 

Infamous Impostor

That's all, Folks. I filled in all the blanks, and by that I mean I wrote [almost] every single "coming someday" entry, and I think my headache is [almost] gone. Now, all I have to do is enjoy as much as I can those couple of days left with my dear friends and my loved one.

 

I'm leaving Tbilisi, Georgia this Saturday at 6 am. A couple of years ago at the International House, my teacher asked the class a question: "If you ever leave your country for good, what will you miss most?" Needless to say, the answer had to be out of the box and insightful. The only thing I could think of was my father's and my grandfather's graves, because, honestly, there wasn't a single thing, a memory or a person I would miss for the world. All I wanted was to get as soon and as far away from this shit-hole as possible, and there was nothing in the entire world that could ever change that.

Years went by in a blink of an eye and here I am... my whole world torn inside out. I have it all now: people who are dear to my soul; priceless memories, different from the ones that have been haunting me from almost the very beginning of my life; things that represent those people and all those memories attached to them. All of it makes my present answer to the question mediocre, but I couldn't care less. It gave my life a greater meaning; it changed its purpose and that's what really matters. I'm going to miss you, all of you, but mostly I'm going to miss us. And don't you people dare disappear from my life!

I know you know this, but I'm going to say this anyway - I love you, guys and I really mean it. For what it's worth, we still have our whole lives ahead of us, so trust me when I say it's not the end, but merely a "to be continued"...


@темы: and so it is, HDA, EW 101, C'est la vie, quotes, just a thought, delusion of possession, coming someday

14:08 

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01:32 

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15:00 

Infamous Impostor

"If everybody lies, then trust is not only unfounded and pointless, it's fictional. But trust is not an argument that can be won or lost. Maybe I just have to suspend my cynicism and believe. Maybe it's time I took a leap of faith: I'm sorry. I won't lie to you again." ©

 

And that was a lie, although not a complete one. Having said that he lied. And so do I...


@музыка: Jude - I Know

@настроение: tired

@темы: quotes, EW 101, delusion of possession, WW

12:13 

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02:38 

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17:21 

Infamous Impostor

"I believe humanity was born from conflict. Maybe that’s why in all of us lives a dark side. Some of us embrace it. Some have no choice. The rest of us fight it. In the end, it’s as natural as the air we breathe. At some point, we’re forced to face the truth. Ourselves."

©


@музыка: Billy Joel - Only The Good Die Young

@настроение: terrific

@темы: WW, delusion of possession, quotes

15:06 

Infamous Impostor

"Sociopaths can't feel psychic pain but they can feel physical pain." *

 

"Partners come to us in various ways, bound together for many different reasons. But for any partnership to work, you must not only accept this person into your life, but accept them for who they are. Sometimes partners find us, and as much as we try to push them away, they work their way into our lives regardless, until we finally realize how much we need them." *


©


@темы: WW, delusion of possession, quotes

18:39 

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19:00 

Infamous Impostor

Разговор с братиком:

 

- You know, you're the best sister in the world and I love you.

- I don't deserve that, but still, when you're this hot shot millionaire tennis player, I'm gonna come to your place and rub it in your face.

- My dogs will be there to bite you.

- But you love me, don't you?!

- I do, but my dogs won't.


@музыка: Coldplay - Speed Of Sound

@настроение: good)

@темы: DM, quotes

19:36 

Infamous Impostor
Оральная зелёная скрипка 101: "В жизни всё упирается в три вещи: в деньги, в деньги...и в секс" ®

@темы: quotes, WW

00:30 

Infamous Impostor

"...but I have promises to keep,

and miles to go before I sleep,

and miles to go before I sleep."

©


@настроение: ambiguous

@темы: EW 101, and so it is, quotes

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